Sunday, September 4, 2011

I'm MESSY! Rule number 736

Rule number 736 of relationships. Don't try to change too much of who you are to please someone else. (Note: you must change a little so you do no harm. That's rule number 735)

The reason for rule number 736 is that it's dangerous. If you lose yourself trying to please others-- and the others don't notice or appreciate the change--you run the risk of becoming a Martyr. And PLEASE do not afflict yourself with that. It's the affliction of another generation altogether. Also, you'll hate the person you love. Also, you'll be hated in return. So it's the definitive NO WIN SITUATION.

That said:

I'm MESSY.

Oh god. I'm so messy. Have we clarified that I'm not dirty? (Okay, my car... and the bottom of my feet...)
But I don't think dust is dirt. I think it's time warn and wise. YES I THINK DUST IS WISE.

And I love piles of books and piles of buttons and bits of jewelry all over the place. I love stacks of clothes and coats because they are colorful and interesting. I do not like hoarding... but piles can be pretty if they are well managed.

I like bottles and bottles and bottles of things on my sink because I can find things and also they remind me of other things that I need to remember. And I like the mermaid doll hanging half out of the glass with my toothbrush in it because it's funny. Like she can't get out or in....

I like a clean sink, but I like stacked dishes in the dish drainer. We have pretty dishes.... I like seeing them there.... sue me.

I like my shoes to be where I left them even if it's in the middle of the room.

I like dead flowers (if they dry well) because they remind me of Mrs. Havisham. (Who I secretly desire to be.) Don't know who she is? Read. By the way is it Haversham or Havisham?

I like my hair messy and big. My clothes rumpled and my bed unmade so that the comforter welcomes me back in at night.

I like messy food. Mixtures of textures and sweet and salty and colorful.

Messy relationships are complex and layered and IMPORTANT. If it isn't messy-- it isn't interesting.


I'm a mess. I make messes. It's true. But I've cleaned up a lot for you.

9 comments:

  1. I don't think clutter is messy. Or dirty. It's just the evidence of life being lived. As far as my bed goes, though, I ALWAYS make it up nice. Otherwise, I worry that spiders are going to crawl into it. And you know how I feel about spiders. ;)

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  2. Love that you love who you are! Oh, and if I could ever get past Rule 735 maybe I could be satisfied in a relationship. Nah, not gonna happen!

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  3. nice to know some things never change :)
    I am still messy too...

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  4. I'm comfortable with my clutter. Although fleeting images of a pristine home tempt me at times, they're not strong enough to cause me to change my nature.

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  5. Great post! My house tends to be overly neat (a little OCD), but my life is a mess (a little OCD, again). My days are a messy jumble of homeschooling, writing, and puppy training -- plus anything else that comes along. I agree that the mess is interesting. Twining paths are more fun to explore.

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  6. When I have counseled young couples prior to weddings or engagements. I make sure to say, "You can only put your best foot forward for the first six months. After that, you really get to know the person you have chosen to give your heart to. So, be sure to be yourself, everyday and all day."

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  7. I can't stand clutter. I'm a compulsive cleaner in my home and in my classroom. I live and work with human beings so I still have clutter but I'm always clearing it. If I lived by myself I would have white walls and maybe one piece of furniture like a crazy person.

    This blog rocks and it's one of my very favorites.

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  8. I lose my shoes. I don't feel myself take them off and then I have to retrace my steps to find them. I don't love my dishes, but I'd rather see them drip dry. Out of sight means out of mind. I tend to keep things out for a while, then go for the big cleaning. Nice to see you Suzy.

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  9. I once read leaving your bed unmade was healthy because the dust mites don't like it.

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